It's not the end that i fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to death

So, I've done next to nothing to day. Now normally I like days like this. Now I just feel useless. There are so many life changes I want to make but I am not doing anything to do any of it. I mean, yes I moved to Chicago, but since being there, I am not doing anything. I stay in mostly. One of the greatest multicultural centers of the country and I see the same ten blocks everyday.